How I should start wit this? After I look through some gay movie and some love comment from couples. I start to think alot kind of thing. Will gay love really end up like wat is shown in the movie? End wit sad ending? Or can it be like those comment from the couple - sweet and romance. But will this sweet and romance last for long?
Most of the time I do really feel jealous of these couples. They seems like the most perfect match for each other based on their comments. Maybe they been through some hard time which I dono, but compare to mine, I felt mine is juz to flat and normal. I always wanted to have a wild, excited, adventurous wit romance kind of love. But someone did tell me I should love sensibly. He said those wild and excited love may sound nice and fun but it wont last for sure.
For my age, u should know that I will rather pick wild and excited for this moment.
Bebe, i do really wish we could be like any other gay couples. I know u r fear of the public thought but wats the point being affraid of it. Taking some topless pic wont hurt much. I can promise not to show it out.
Sometimes I did asked my self y everyone can show their lovely pic and talk about themselve on the net but y cant we? Sayin this those mean that our relationship sucks or wat. At least let me feel the wildness once a blue moon or anything not so plain. I know wat other ppl do doesnt mean that we hav to follow, doesnt mean its rite, but cant u treat it as once a life time thing? i m sure u will say I start to complaint alot again, but complaint can let ppl know how u think, wat u feel in a more direct way, though it may hurt some feel, somehow feelin can be over come through time rite?
I know I cant expect u to change, cuz once u change it wont be u anymore. Its juz tat sometimes think of such thing and relate it wit us, juz feel abit down n sad. 真想拥有你的一切一切，你的心，你的思想，你的灵魂。。。
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