~~where is the one~~

i couldn't agree more that u r the most suitable ppl for me. but u r reserved adi. and u r or maybe was a total jerk to me or even as a person. there r a moment tat i really wish those thing din happen or maybe u will come bac to me. not replyin or answer my call is one of the thing tat i hate the most n u often did so. wat do i aspect? i m no one to u. wat m i jokin here? no one will pay attention to those who r not important or not interestin at all.

quite hate this feelin, hard to get wat i wan, u r juz like one in a million to me. how m i goin to find another better one in a million? its harder than hard....
shall i start to give up now?i m kinda tired wit all this searchin n findin...

when or how will "u" willin to show up...?

~~I'm not missing you~~

its been a week u had left me. though its hard to handle it for the first day. i thought i can handle this feeling or so call love disaster but i still miss u somehow. those sweet and funny moment...
do u still remember when i was half asleep in ur arm? my saliva was drippin out from my mouth n it dripped on ur arm. tats kinda embarass n funny moment.

i still remember the second time we meet up in mid valley. u ask for a hug n i gave a "couple" hug n kissed u on ur cheek. kinda brave n shy tat time but who cares cuz i love u.

there alot things i still miss about u. especially the way u touch cheek n neck in ikea which we last met... i was so hopin i din't had the so called fight or emotional situation wit u. but its all too late now. i tried n tried n tried so get over all this feelin, i even try to hook up for another guy, somehow u juz pop out of my mind....

how can i not miss u.......?

~easy come easy go?~

how should i say this? i should say he dump me or i should say he said he is not suitable for me and ask me let him go. which sounds nicer?

i told u i don mind the distance, the type of relation we havin adn u also say those r not the problems, u siad the problem is u. u r not suitable for me? this is things for u to decide, its for me to decide.

isit becuz i like to tantrum n make u think so? then i will strat n learn not to throw tantrum. wat i wan is juz u to pamper me. few drops of tears juz slip through my face, u r the first guy i cry so badly. now even worst, more coming from my eye. sounds funny huh? i really miss. i don wan u to go. i don even know u will still come here or not. y m i writing all this. for who to see?

i m really sorry. don go pls.... there r alot of things i wan2 do wit u. we havent hav one pic yet also.. life is real suck. i hate it so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~还爱吗~~

每一对情侣在一起一定有他们自己的开心和不要开心的事，我和你也一样啊，没得例外。
和你在一起的那一刻，答应你的要求那一刻，我就知道我和你所走的路会比其他人更难走。
这已经是第二次了啦。还记得我所说的第二次是什么吗？？
我看你也没什么记得了吧？还记得那次我闹着要见你可是你不答应吗？才前几天的事罢了。闹到稍微比较凶了，你就不理我直到我给你讯息。就是昨晚，我讯息你了，也闹了点脾气，我所闹的东西都很明显的有写在讯息里。可是到现在，你也还是一样，没里我。。。我等了你一正天啦。我很想知道，你还爱我吗？有或是我应该问，打从一开始你有爱过我吗？
你还记得明天的约会吗？你上星期说明天会来找我的。你星期三就要飞回去了。haiz....
觉得自己有点笨哦。我之前所写的东西你有否来看我都不懂，我竟然笨到在这问你问题。
真可笑。。。